I have so much gratitude today. I can’t believe I almost lost it at one point.
Deep green leaves, singing birds, comfy beds, toilet paper, light blue pools, crunchy granola, the smell of coffee. I have all that today, and very often.
Las week I was visiting Ubud, and truly believe the universe was giving me a slap in the face. A friendly one that is. Wake up kid, look around you. You’re so damn lucky how do you even dare to complain.
I arrived at what I thought would be the most beautiful airbnb – turned out it was the complete opposite.
No aircon, the scariest bathroom I’ve ever seen, something that looked like a torture device in the corner, ancient books about religion on the bedside table. No wifi, no neighbours, no friends. I was scared shitless.
Then I started listening to Making Life Easy by my favourite women Christiane Northrup – just to quiet the feeling of loneliness. And she reminded me of what I already know.
Nothing is a coincidence.
I found myself in this bungalow to be reminded of everything I have. Everything I had been taking for granted the past weeks. Laying in that bungalow I had absolutely everything I need – and more. I just didn’t see it.